It's been a while. I don't really think about you much anymore. I still smile in my head when I come across those letters that make up your name. There are several others with those same letters in that arrangement.
I listened to your song today. Not our song. We didn't have a song. Can't really imagine that... But your song. The one my mind attributed to you. I couldn't remember all the words. You've slowly dissolved from my mind. I can't remember your smell anymore, though I'm sure a moment would bring it back.
It really has been a while. 7 years next month. The melancholy has faded into bittersweet memory that brings a smile to my face. Partially, because I feel lucky to have had you at all. Partially to mask the bitter. You really could be happy. I hope you are.